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[24 Apr 2005|10:47pm] |
okay kids
i have a new lj now so .....yeah
the name is
aerishasmyheart
i think ill just add everyone and just add me back
<3
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[24 Apr 2005|12:22am] |
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i love her
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[12 Apr 2005|09:54pm] |
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im hurting everyday inside
the pain is becoming unbearable
i think about it every night
my emotions are no longer stable
but you'll never know
not a day goes by
that i dont look at this gun
and think how easy it'd be
to free myself from this world
but you'll never know
its so hard to live this life
i cry far too often
i hope its soon that i die
i can't fight the pain any longer
but you'll never know
you can't know
its impossible
i put on a smile
and fool the world
so you'll never know
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[08 Apr 2005|12:48am] |
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the treasure in my mind is greater than any wordly glory
madness and genious are serperated only by degrees of success
a lie always returns; be careful how you catch it
the fatal flaw in every plan is the assumption that you know more than your enemy
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[30 Mar 2005|01:49pm] |
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We do not suddenly fall on death, but advance towards it by slight degrees; we die every day.
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[27 Mar 2005|12:07am] |
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okay i need help in deciding on a new lj name here are your choices
comment and tell me the one you want
yourSilentScreams
just_look_away
we used to laugh and smile a lot
and live like there was no tomorrow
breaking rules sometimes got caught
there was never a moment of sorrow
but those times are gone and so are you
and i dont hold your hand anymore
i dream you are back i wish it were true
as i stare at your reflection in my mirror
my hearts broken now that we arent together
and your silent screams will haunt me forever
everyone comment please i need toknow which one is better and commento n the poem if youd like
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[17 Mar 2005|10:47pm] |
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new lj name
comment with suggestions
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[14 Mar 2005|09:18pm] |
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i cut real deep
and before i fall asleep
the last drop of blood
finds the floor
but before my eyes close
tell me you love me
even if you’re pretending
itd give my story a happy ending
thats poem number one
now number two...
the guns to my head
my fingers on the trigger
after im dead
will i be remembered
this is harder than i thought
i dont think i can do this
im just not strong enough
i cant do it
so will you
will you do it for me
doesnt matter who does it
its you that killed me
and now for number three and our final poem
a boy fell in love
thought he found the perfect girl
she meant everything to him and more
but to her he meant nothing
she was so beautiful
he was just there
her smile lit the world
her voice made angels jealous
he could only admire
try to gather the courage to ask her out
but it will never happen
she’s a goddess and he’s mere mortal
the boy was me
and the girls name
was emily
comment and tell me which one is your favorite
and "all of them" is not an option
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[05 Mar 2005|07:41pm] |
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today was awesome
cody...CINAMON!!!!!!!!
hotty straight in the ass TWICE
jon..piece of piss lol why was i the only one that laughed
NUTS!
did em
we won both of our games today becca and erin didnt go -sad face
eryn couldnt make it - sadder face
garland didnt even talk to her damn it i - saddest face
but we did win
taylor got a fucking red card AGAIN damn you child *smacks head*
huff oh well only one game
that makes a lot of sense he punches a played and is suspended for ONE game...curses and gets three games wtf
*siiiiiiigh*
taylor friggin clocked that kid lmao but still a damn fool
well im out today was pretty exciting
and im SO SUNBURNT!!!!!
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[24 Feb 2005|10:42pm] |
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love is just a simple emotion isnt it just four letters that describe the way a person feels then why is it so complicated why would you kill yourself over this word? it can make two people capable of living the rest of their lives very happy but it can just as easily cause two people to live the rest of their lives with a broken heart and depressed, assuming they survive the pain love caused why does everyone long for this feeling? maybe thats why it causes pain maybe if people did not search for love then they wouldnt feel its horrendous pain maybe they want this feeling so bad they unknowingly force themselves to feel love for someone though they really dont maybe they mistake this feeling with a simple crush it an easily misconstrued situation after all you havent felt love yet so you assume that the greatest feeling you have at the moment is love but love isnt something compulsive you cant see a hot girl or hear something she says and you fall in love it doesnt work like that does love even exist maybe it is just a good feeling you get the person you think you are in love with just gives you this good feeling all the time isnt that love though maybe over time the definition for love has changed maybe its true meaning will not be found for millions of years maybe society has just used the word love to describe a good feeling maybe the only truth that has stayed with the word is its power maybe love is so powerful is can heal your wounds dry your tears make you stronger faster smarter maybe it can cure every disease stop world hunger pay the bills maybe it can give you everything you could possibly need want and more maybe love has only happened a handfull of times since earths or even time existence even now you can see love lose its meaning just count how many times a day you hear it used i love you i love this i love pizze i love so and so i mean imagine what it meant a million years ago maybe you were lucky to even hear it used in your lifetime maybe you will never feel or even see this happen to anyone iin your lifetime
those are ten minutes of my thoughts on love but the bell rang so i stopped writing and yeah... comment please that took time to put in here lol
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[20 Feb 2005|05:13pm] |
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wow what a weekend!!!!! and its not even over but nothing will happen for the remainder of it
taylor and i have a lil secret DUDE that fort was so awesome lol and i swear the boogy man was in those bushes lol i kept hearing footsteps!
drew lol damian and isaac WOW "our trip to cocoa beach" lmao that was so funny specially the you know what scene lol and i did not realize all those people were staring lol haha oh my
we had so many free brochures my goodness i think the cleaning lady took them all though
there were so many rednecks at that place maaaaaan haha drew ....rena and ashley hahaha that was funny
those chicks down the hall!!!! total hotties pfft
taylor is so funny messed up lol
HAHA man we didnt get any sleep holy shit all both hours
haha the mirror and the TV chips in the microwave
well i dont feel like typing
ttyl
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[10 Feb 2005|02:29pm] |
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wow today was so pimp
im like done with poetry....
OH MY GOD FLOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stephany and jessica oh my god im just too good lol
stephany didnt even suspect it and jessica DEFINATLY didnt suspect it lol that was hilarious
okay now
i have a job for all livejournal readers who should i get next
emily
or logan
whether you know them or not....just pick a name lol
cuz i need everyones input on who to get next
Logan has some c razy senses she was like ...something isnt right lol thatw as awesome
soraya was awesome for helping <3 lol she has special protection she can never be floured
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[09 Feb 2005|02:47pm] |
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i love you today
i hate you tomorrow
you take away my pain
then give back my sorrow
you give me head
and we get in bed
all because "i love you" was said
i love you so much
turns into shut the fuck up
but all that matters
is i got in your pants
this is all a result
of teenage romance
i really want comments on this one lol
i have gotten a lot of different reactions to this
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[05 Feb 2005|01:14am] |
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wow today was pretty cool!!!!
stephany got me sick!!!!!!!!! oh my gosh stephany you really did
atleast i did my chem work
math test equals lame since everyday this week i have been writing instead of doing math or even paying attention to her notes so i had no idea what was going on and i didnt even look at half of the stuff only adding and subtracting matrices and multiplying them and cramers rule and stuff but i had no idea how to do area of a triangle and nooooooooooo idea how to do the inverse of a matrix then they did more inverse things i had no fucking clue what they were talking about
history was a lot! of fun lol josh tripped the pope
history has bored your crew to death
GAME OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have written some poems lately but i have not been posting them sorry but i do have one ill post
my eyes are playing games
constantly hallucinating
my ears seem to be playing too
i thought i heard i love you
my arms feel like they're holding you
but i know this cant be true
im experiencing the taste of your lips
ill never have all of this
my want has taken over my senses
but honestly i have nothing against this
so ill let go and let myself feel
and maybe one day this could all be real
the last two lines are thanks to the most awesomest girl SHAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! amanda hartley you rock!
codys lil solo tonight WOOHOO!!!! he is gonna rock out...like always
even though you got me sick stephany i still love you <2
garland<33333333333333333333333333333333
jaclyn <33333
darci <3
eryn btte
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[31 Jan 2005|02:34pm] |
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he trembles and he finds the gun
a suicide note for the family
outside setting is the sun
its clear he's suffering from insanity
and as the lights start to fade
andn the sun starts to dim
ending is his last day
his fate, looking very grim
he puts the barrel to his head
decides its better in his mouth
now this second he is dead
as the gunshot loudly rings out
its not like really done but i felt like updating so there it is i have like four more but they are all not done and this is the poem for my book of poems lol well here it is
in these pages you'll find my soul
depression, love, dreams and goals
a ballpoint pen filled with ink
allows you to see just what i think
even as the binding starts to tear
the writings' full meaning will always be there
in each word my blood sweat and tears
they'll stain the pages for many years
so be brave and look inside
the diary of a tormented mind
Comment <3
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[26 Jan 2005|10:32pm] |
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as i lay here
and slowly let go
its you i hold dear
and i love you so
i slowly bleed out
my dying soul
ill save you a cloud
if thats where i go
so this is the end
and its you ill miss
one final touch
our last kiss
thatsfor my sn obviously lol
ive wished upon the star in your eyes
all of my love within you it lies
the only dream to have ever come true
is that fateful day that i met you
so as i say goodnight
and turn off the lights
know thats its you love
that im forever dreaming of
those are my two more recent poems comment and tell me what you think
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[24 Jan 2005|11:23pm] |
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GARLAND ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[19 Jan 2005|10:34pm] |
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yeah pretty normal day for a change
my haircut is so embarassing lol THANKS ERIE!!!!!!!!
oh well i love it cuz eryn did it some people like it but i cant help but think everyone is trying to be nice
so i will continue wearing this hood as much as possible hehe
history is definatly the lamest class i have ever had...by far!
i got a 100 on my greek alphabet test because i had the sheet out the whole time and coach thomas never even noticed damn im good
i saw jaclyn and her horrid hair coloring oh my!
im gonna be up all night long doing all the hw we have been assigned in math from the past week WOOHOO
everyone needs to go watch the varsity girls tomorrow night COOL people go there which is why...im definatly going hehe
i have like not been talking to my closest friends lately and it sucks soo friggin bad i hate it!
</3
eryn shay i love you both
brittany </3
CODY rocks *wink*
drew has the best fucking hair on the face of this earth lol its so pimp i wish i had it
yeah im done
*sigh*
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[17 Jan 2005|09:48pm] |
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brittany brittany brittany
i could fill nine entries about how much drama i have dealt with with her this weekend
but its not worth it
ill talk about what good things i did
get rid of all the depressing things
WOW dinos was a lot of fun...kinda lol we just messed around and i listened to his lil bro curse more than i do
HAHA dino you hit the ground soo hard dude
eryn cut my hair *super duper ugly* but hair grows back and i still love eryn
i just dont trust her with my hair anymore
i got hit by a car because the world is against me
nobody seemed to want to talk to me this weekend except stephany lol YOU ROCK!!!!!!! you = stephany
me jessica and katherine had a blast at the lock in at some church i met this super cool chick by the name of jody
i hung out with alison a tiny bit but it was still pretty fun
i didnt bowl and i didnt do any broom thingy
but i did a lot of talking and it was still fun
i broke a club and almost killed some chicks with my amazing put i also broke the club
which was an accident i swear it i left it in the hole i wonder who found it ...hmmm
im actually sorta looking forward to school tomorrow i hope this week will be as good as the weekend has but minus all the drama
my mom flipped on me about my hair hahaha
everybody keeps taking my picture! ewww nooo i hate my hair!!!!!!!!!! ugh lol
well im out for now i have more to say though ttyl
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[09 Jan 2005|01:54pm] |
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hey im not gonna be at my house all weekend
tell me if you wanna do something fun
or illegal
illegal activities= so much fun
ttyl <3
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